Salam,
I hate it when I have no time to blog. Because this is the only way I could express my feelings to everyone without actually telling it.
People sometimes are blind. They could see, but they didn't see the whole truth. Or didn't want to accept the truth. They've made it a choice not to believe everything they see, which then makes it difficult for others, or makes me sad the least.
There was one time when I broke down and have no one to turn to. They believe they see happiness and wealthiness and everything made of sugar and sweet spices. Put yourself in my heels, and only then you will see what I need you to see.
'Laki kau kaya'.
I get them a lot. Annoying much. I know where his every single cents goes to. Ikut pangkat tu bolehlah, but then govt servants mana dapat bonus setengah tahun mcm bank, petronas? Benefit apa dapat kerja govt, nak dapat treatment first class kena beratur n paling kurang setengah tahun baru dapat jumpa doktor pakar. And you just walk in with your insurance card to Prince Court Medical Centre?
'Dia tu SUB'.
As Nigel says in The Devil Wears Prada when Andy complained about her personal life, 'That's what happens when you start doing well at work. Let me know when your entire life goes up in smoke. Then it's time for a promotion.' I can't even stand his tight schedule that sometimes I swear SJ. I talk to him less than half an hour a day, and finding free time to watch movie together is ... always frustrating. Kalau ada rumah his eyes on the ipad and he will always be on the phone. You wish lah husband kamu orang senior govt, and then see whether you could stand him too. Aku kadang2 wish dia tetiba kena peti sejuk n dok kat putrajaya so I could see him every lunch time kat Alamanda like before. Pergi kerja n balik kerja sama2 like before, like 10 years ago, like 5 years ago. Sedih tahu kalau dengar couples spend their time together walaupun buat simple thing mcm tengok movie atau survey barang baby atau grocery shopping. Because I haven't done that in months.
Be sympathetic. To me.
But well, I have demands and he must have got his targets also. For now, I will just have to bear everything. Maybe in 10 years, who knows, I am a SAHM with my husband doing everything together. Sweet!
kalau orang ekonomi melayu kata.. kos melepas.. :P
ReplyDeleteWan... manusia selalunya melihat kita dgn apa yang mereka lihat dengan mata mereka sahaja... dan kita tidak mampu menerangkan pada mereka satu persatu...biarkanlah...
ReplyDeleteslalunya orang nampak tang yg gembira je.. tang susah orang tak tahu.. :)
ReplyDeleteHuhuhu...nak buat macam mana. Setiap perkara yang kita terima (pangkat, gaji, kekayaan, blablabla) sure ada 'pembayaran' balik. Yang penting, keluarga bahagia dan harmoni ;)
ReplyDeleteEl, nak pindah dok kampung la pulak. OK tak?
ReplyDeleteKak Anie, kadang2 saya jeles tgk orang. Kita takda apa yang dia ada, walaupun benda tu kecik.
Achik, itulah, nampak tapi tak lihat. :)
Nurul, hehe cash in cash out gitu.
Sweet! Semoga impian tercapai... hu hu hu...
ReplyDeletejust remember one thing, bila orang lebih kat satu area, dia juga akan kurang kat area yang lain....
ReplyDeleteso, sekali sekala melihat kekurangan kita tak apa, so that we know...tapi lebihkan pada kelebihan yang kita ada supaya kita sentiasa ceria dan jeles kita tak lama hehehe...(ini utk diri akak sendiri jugak nih)
Aunty Wan saya ada blog.
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