18 June 2014

Love Is A Strange Thing Part II

"Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow"
~The Passenger~


I couldn't start continuing this story without spilling some things from my past, which I hate the most, because these things aren't my most beautiful moments in life, and I .. sort of kept them all in one place deep, DEEP in my heart. Some of you may have heard them from me, but mostly I kept them to myself and my other half, and my best friends - the ones that will always be there for me regardless of whatever. (had to delete what I wrote to be on the safe side here *wink*)

I dreamed of a better childhood, but I cannot deny that I enjoyed living my childhood with families and friends. There are no perfect family, and my big family is far from perfect. Me being the eldest came as a huge burden (still... sort of) and there were times when I wished for more. More money, more attention from parents, less responsibilities, less pressure. I did had to let go of a few good opportunities (education wise etc) because we simply had no money. My family made me feel neglected.

In term of friendship, I keep my circle small. I've been betrayed, I've been played, and I won't let betrayals hurt me over and over again. If I decide that one can be trustworthy enough, I will keep him or her as my friend, not just acquaintances.

All in all, and when I had the chance of escaping all these for a new life, I do not think twice. The chance I'm talking about was a marriage proposal from a man I've known for a few months only, but enough to say I do. I left home at the age of 19.

Justifies..
♥ Why I am not that close with my younger siblings
♥ Why I rarely share personal problems with family members
♥ Why I did (and still do) a lot of things

and a lot more.

But that doesn't mean I was not involved in any of those major events in their life. Before and after living out of the house.

I just chose to stay in the background, giving out advises without physically interfering with our family affairs.

I also had my fair share of ... family rage? Don't every family do?


~sambung

11 May 2014

Love Is A Strange Thing Part I

Love is a strange thing, isn't it?

When we thought that mother's love is for eternity, we heard of dead babies in toilets.

When we thought that a man is brave enough to overcome everything to marry his dream girl, we also heard of infidelity cases.
- I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The World Don't Rhyme -

We've always hope for eternal love, and forever happiness, that we always forgot that some things are not meant to be.

We tend to forget that love, is sometimes means letting someone go.

And, we sometimes have to learnt it the hard way.

In my case, the hardest way possible.


-sambung-

24 March 2014

Let The Battle Begins

Assalamualaikum korang. Muah2x akhirnya jumpa juga kunci kepada rumah maya ku ini. Punyalah berbulan tak menulis di blog ni (sebab asek menulis di fb) sampai mesti ada yang ingat ku dah bersara kan kan?

Hehe nooooooooooooooooo!

Anyways, its not too late for me to wish you all a prosperous new year 2014, may all you wishes come true. Kalau tak, anggap sahajalah Allah dah janjikan apa yang terbaik untuk anda semua. Jangan dipertikaikan cepat atau lambat kerana sememangnya itulah yang terbaik.

Cik Wan tak tahulah youols perasan ke tidak, tapi yang pastinya bagi mereka yang dah berkahwin mesti perasan benda ni.

Perempuan lebih terperinci daripada lelaki.

Kalau lelaki, dia tak panggil terperinci tapi dia kata cerewet. Heeeeppp bukan cerewet tau! Tapi penerangan lengkap dan terperinci lagi supaya tak disalah erti.

Jom layan gambar funneyy ni sebelum Cik Wan cerita motif entri ni.

Don't ever argue with women, you'll lose.
Instead, try to rationalize with them.

Betul kan ni... hahahahah

Ini........... kadang-kadang betul.


Cik Wan selalu malas pergi kedai runcit. Sebab takde distractions macam kat shopping complex, ada bazar, ada food court, ada kedai itu ini. Jadi bila ada keperluan untuk ke kedai runcit, asben akan pergi.

Dan selalunya watsap barang dipesan tu macam buat karangan. Asben pun pesan macam tu sebab nanti dia salah beli, dia yang kena pergi kedai tukar barang tu balik.

Contoh yang dihurai a la proposal paper: -

Masalah : Bawang habis.
Objektif : Beli bawang.
Pesanan pada asben : Beli bawang besar, yang warna kuning, atau bawang holland. Bawang lain takmo. Cek semua jangan ada yang busuk atau buruk. 
Kes Lepas : beli bawang merah / bawang besar, ada juga beli semua jenis bawang sebab malas nak tukar kalau salah. :p

Masalah : Spegeti habis.
Objektif : Beli spegeti.
Pesanan pada asben : Beli spegeti yang tulis angel hair kat packaging dia, tapi mesti jenama San Reno sahaja. Beli sepaket. 
Kes Lepas : bagi asbenku, semua pasta adalah spegeti. macaroni aje yg betul jenisnya. huhuhu


Yang dah kawen, camni ker korang?
Yang belum kawen, pastikan semua pesanan terperinci ye. Atau ajar dia setiap kali korang buat grocery shopping nanti. Kalau dia ikut laaaaa :-)